No Solace in Dark Times...

There is very little that could be said right now to console me...very little that I'd want to hear that would in any small way make the least bit of difference in my dismal standing as a student. I can only ask myself what in the holy hell I was thinking by abandoning the dreary ship sailing towards a decidedly miserable but secure life as a doctor to pursue a veritable fucking pipe dream.
International human rights lawyer. Wow. In my deluded scramble to disseat Carla Del Ponte, the current head UN prosecutor, I failed to note some very obvious stumbling blocks in my path, namely my subpar GPA brought on by tormented relationship with biology. I'll finish this when I don't feel quite so pitiful...
here we go everyone, a song that's been playing for the last 5 hours.....
Desde las malvinas hasta la
Mis ojos, ambos medisanos en lucha y cancion
Salvadore Ãno pequeÃno gigante
seÃnala a todos aqui no sera
Es salvadoreÃno pequeÃno gigante
seÃnala a todos aqui no sera

Aqui no sera facil ocacion
Aqui no sera tan solo un pedral
lamer y cantera no permitira
otra intervencion en el salvador
---Ozomatli